Sometimes the hardest task for a therapist is to convince a codependent that they have actually been abused by their narcissist (ex) partner. Look at some of the statements I have heard:
“If I had not been so needy, maybe it would have worked”
“It must have been me. All other relationships I had were fine”
“He was so loving at the start. What did I do to change him?”
“I ruin every relationship I have because I am difficult and expect too much”
Much of this is, of course, is down to a codependent’s natural tendency to take responsibility for everything. Part of it is the fact that the narcissist partner has taken full advantage of this and has convinced and conditioned the codependent to take the blame. This is done through constant subtle and not so subtle criticism and put-downs. It might also be a lack of knowledge concerning narcissism and its effects. Many codependents I see are surprised that they might have been in a relationship with one.
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However, another reason persists that is very common. The narcissist has done such a good job in the first adulation phase that the codependent (or anyone) has come to believe that this is the “true” person. When the mask drops and the “real true” person emerges, they tend to think that the change in character is to do with them, their needs or something they did. One thing to keep in mind is that if you become involved with a narcissist type, it is inevitable that your relationship is doomed. They will have control over that process and there is nothing anyone can do to change it.
The adulation phase is very powerful for codependents. Even though it is just an illusion being built by the narcissist, it might be the first time that a codependent has had so much attention paid towards them. While this attention is false and used to hook the codependent in, it hits deep to the core and is difficult to let go. I wrote some time ago about this:
“There is an old saying which is especially relevant here and one that codependents might do well to remember. That is “You learn more about a person at the end of the relationship than at the beginning” . With a narcissist, this is especially true. The adulation stage (the beginning), is an illusion, a mask, that convinces the victim that they with someone who is capable of empathy, compassion, understanding and love. The world is totally in order and all of their needs are being catered for. Maybe for the first time in their life, they feel totally appreciated. There is more fun, sex, and connection than they have ever known before. The problem is, as they will soon find out, it is not real and reality will bite them.”.
Convincing a codependent that they have been, targeted, used and discarded is difficult as the narcissist has fostered an emotional bond in this stage. The later stages are defined by his or her emotional and physical withdrawal, which leaves the codependent thinking they must have done something.
In the end, it pays to be cautious in any relationship. You can only commit when you have the evidence that it is safe to do so. The ability to recognise “red-flags” and not ignore them is essential as well as the ability to set boundaries. Even if you have “Prince Charming” in front of you, be aware that this might not always be the case. In some instances, you could have a version of Jekyll and Hyde!