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This covers the most vulnerable parts of your self-worth. It is your weakness. It can hit you in relationships, work, with authority figures or in many other aspects of your life. When you are triggered, your core beliefs become visible and you are flooded with shame, self-dislike and all chance of keeping things positive seem to disappear. Today’s exercise is to help you recognise when you are triggered and how to find your core power in this moment. The triggering event make come on all of a sudden, even on days when you are feeling fine. It may be a criticism (perceived or real) or a rejection (perceived or real); Whether it is real or not, it is for you and floods you with self-doubt and all those negatives feelings come back. This is a two-stage process. Firstly, the triggering event and then secondly the event taps into negative core beliefs. Look at the list of typical core beliefs:
I am unlovable
I will never get what I need
I am useless and will never succeed
I am not capable or smart
I am flawed and selfish
I will be abandoned
The real me is not what the world sees
I am undeserving
I always hurt other people
I don’t fit with anyone or anywhere
These negative core beliefs are waiting when you experience events like the following:
Mistakes…missing a deadline at work, failing a test, a slip
Criticism…you are told you did something wrong
Being Exposed….someone has seen the vulnerable you
Disappointment….you don’t achieve or get something you want
Memories…significant past events come back into consciousness
Having to take risk….a new job, relationship
Challenging authority…standing up for yourself with, for example, a supervisor
Exercises for Day 9
Take 4 to 5 of the negative core beliefs listed above that apply to you.
Describe the event, how it made you feel (shame, guilt, not worthy)
What did this feeling lead to in terms of thoughts about yourself? Can you recognise anything from the first list of core beliefs above? Is this belief relevant or true?
Challenge each core belief with evidence to the contrary. Recall as many exceptions from the past that contradict your belief.